Asking internally what it was, I was shown the side of the lift melting into the room next door and I could 'see' a man on the table having resuscitation work done on him.
Relieved I wasn't actually sick - and knowing if someone else was - at least they were in the right place, I sort of 'released' the experience, went off to visit Poppa, and eventually went home.
I wandered through my week, working, getting tired, really tired, and putting it down to being a single mum of two boys, with a day job etc. And by the weekend, I was UTTERLY knackered. I was starting to believe I might have chronic fatigue syndrome.
We were out running errands and I was so tired I had to stop the car because I felt like I was going to fall asleep at the wheel.
I parked and said to the boys "I'm really sorry, but I am going to have to sleep for a few minutes.” They said they were ok with that, and I just surrendered to it and woke a little while later to find a friend parked on the other side of the road.
She was concerned about me, and also had a bit of a chuckle - calling me a Grandma. I drove home, and that was that.
But I didn't really feel like myself.
A few days later, still knackered I went to see a friend I had recently met, and she had revealed to me that she was psychic. (Despite the fact that I had seen through the lift, I had not really realised that I was psychic - and was not doing my work at this stage)
She said "you've been to the hospital and you have a man (male spirit) with you - have you been getting REALLY tired?"
Surprised, I said yes.
She said “he doesn't mean you any harm, but he is draining your energy”
and that was interesting, because I actually felt like I was on high alert, an adrenal kind of feeling, like a fishing line sounds (that zzzz) when a fish takes off with your hook, AND I felt like I almost had TWO heartbeats.
She told me he wanted me to take him to someone called 'Cameron', and actually - the small boy who lived next door to my old house was called Cameron. I had just moved.
She said “I’m not sure it’s him, but go round and when you get there, tell him (the spirit man) that if this is his Cameron, he can move on.”
I went home, 'hatched' a plan (you'll discover this is a pun), and did my housework. During that time, I discovered a remote control for my old garage door. And in my head came “Cameron, Cameron, Cameron”, the voice was very insistent. I said to it “I need to do this housework, can you wait?” and it freaked me out by saying ‘yes’.
I suddenly realised, the man who bought my other house was also named Cameron,
there were TWO Cameron’s living next door to each other!!
So I went - after I’d been and bought some Easter Eggs. I visited little Cameron, gave him the Easter Eggs, and then dropped off the garage remote at my old house next door.
I said (in my head) “Right, if this is your stop - please get off.”
And I drove away.
About half an hour later I started feeling like myself again.
The following day I was back to my fully energetic ME and realising just how much the whole experience had affected me - it was astonishing, to say the least..
If I had presented a Doctor with my symptoms, he would not have known where to look. Because they were real - I WAS feeling them - and not 'real' at the same time, and because of this experiences and others like it, I have more of an idea of what causes ‘phantom’ pains.
So next time you feel VERY tired, or not ‘like yourself’ or have unexplained pains anywhere in your body, get help. And then - get other help. Ring me – have a session, or a skype or even message session. It’s important to check medically, but also do check spiritually – so many people medicate and rack their brains for reasons why they are ‘sick’ and they are NOT sick.
I can’t tell you how many people I meet that take pain relief for pains that belong to a spirit they are carrying. You can also carry pain for another (living) person in the family, or for a friend or someone you sit next to at work - or even pass in the street.
This whole world is about energy. Everyone feels it in some way, shape or form, but most don't actually realise how to work with it and indeed what it is.
A session can make a big difference to how you feel and closing off the gate that lets them in, or spiritually setting them free can be transformational and very rewarding. Most people have no idea just how hard this presses down on their lives.
And yes - please do hear me when I say 'pressing down' because often another name for that is depression. What if you are carrying a war widow and all her sadness around with you and everything you do to your human body is not releasing her - so you believe you have depression? What if you have picked up a spirit who lost his land and wants it back? Do you think you might feel at war with yourself - and perhaps everyone else?
We are OH so much more complex than just the physical body that we call home.
If you need help understanding what's going on for you, get in touch.
I work onstage in New Zealand and also run a clinic for one on one treatment on the North Shore of Auckland. I work worldwide via Skype.
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-42 'commandments' for a great life here
-Unnecessary Unwellness & AMPing life here
Contact me on: 021 726 276