process of self discovery...
I started out with 'Whose Life is it Anyway?' - A Show about the dawning realisation that I was actually important, that I was in control of my own destiny and that it was
really crucial for me to understand what brought me joy.
I was previously so numb I almost forgot I was real. I had got very detached
from life, depressed, dealing with a great deal of life trauma, and, most
definitely treading water - I was on the mouse wheel.
I was somebody's wife, somebody's daughter, somebody's mother, somebody's leftovers, and my own big fat nobody. I was a non-person.
Putting that down, finding joy and moving forward gave me the tools, impetus and material for my first Show.
I did two of these Shows, one on the North Shore and one in South Auckland.
Both resonated with people. In the process, I discovered many other people who forgot they mattered, had lost their way and had no idea who they were or what brought them joy. I shared my story of overcoming, uplifting, transformation, and gave them tools to help them on their own healing journeys.
My second Show 'From the Doormat to the Magic Carpet' was all about
discovering my own innate magic and my place in the grand scheme of
things. A very special spiritual experience gave me the name for this Show
and I realised what a doormat I had inadvertently been - just trying
to hold everything together when it was all falling apart. The doormat moment
was actually my life or death moment when I chose not to surrender and keel
over. I forced myself to push through the pain to carry on with my
life. It also resonated with many people. And there was a great deal of really
'In Love & Miracles' was all about dancing in the magic and realising how
important it was to share with others and to set that example. There was
real love in my life, I had learned not to try to 'get' love, but to personify
love and so love was drawn irresistibly into my life. My husband had arrived and
everything was about teaching others to create their own magic, to be love and
to radiate consciously, that love to others.
My most recent Show, 'Out of the Box, Bringing Magic & Miracles to Life' is all about saying "I'm here to do this amazing work, Yes, I'm a miracleworker, I'm a leader, a pioneer, and I will stand and do this work, no matter what. I've been sort of hiding from it, afraid really, to fully take it on. It takes a lot to stand up and raise your head in this field.
Taking power and walking with it, is a revelation in a way - I know I'm supposed
to be doing it - I've stopped fighting it, worrying about it or feeling like I don't deserve it. I'm here now. Finally for me - 'the Eagle has definitely landed'.
"I'm a storyteller, a magician, a wordsmith, a healer, & miracle worker. I take people through a visual imaging and 'feeling' experience, clearing them, raising their spirits, and healing them, sometimes profoundly."
Here's a snapshot of testimonials from my Dec Show 'In Love & Miracles'
'Heya Gorgeous Deb! Thank you so much for your awesome show last night! Wow... Truly amazing! Words cannot say how I now feel... Depression due my beautiful Mum's illness has lifted etc. I feel happy to be alive & truly blessed! - Paula
'I slept right through when normally woken with hip pain.....thankyou !!!!!!!!! you are indeed magic !!' - Pat
'An awesome evening with Deb last night at the Rose Centre, Auckland. A wonderful presentation ... we played with energy, healed peoples "unwellness" and enjoyed the magic she created ... reminding us all how powerful we are.' ♥ - Carolyn